Time to reveal what is hidden.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Blech

I can't believe I'm going on about this stupidity again, but here it goes.

It really hurts when I'm having a bad day, or want to talk because I'm stuck in a rut and all she wants out of me is a reply to our roleplay. I know it's her only one, and its really important to me too, but somedays I just can't do. And I'm sorry about, but I don't know what to do.

Guess it's my fault though. I have a habit of pretending its all fine, or at least it comes across that way on MSN. When really I feel like just closing everything away and wallowing in my own misery for a while till I fall asleep.

And so it goes reply, post, turn everything off, wallow, sleep. Wake up work, gym, her house, stuff, sleep, wake up, stuff, be sad about leaving, come home, wallow, sleep... ounds like a grand old time to me.