Solstice

Anyone who has ever read any entry of this blog knows I am a very angry and rather distured person who has been known to freak out a whole lot for reasons that are sometimes less than legitamate. The solstice is a time for rebirth and changes. And for me those changes have already started. Today I had this undeniable feeling of sheer happiness. Nothing was going to bring me down. Not even my mother.

I filled out an application for an appartment and the superintendant seems like he wants to get me in as soon as possible. I am so nervous and excited at the same time. Now I just have to tell my girlfriend. She hasn't really been excited about the idea, but she offered to help me move and stuff so I really hope she takes it well. Ah well I shall tell her at some point.

In any case I am embrassing this season of changes in ways I never have before. I know there are changes I should have completed long ago. There are things about me that I have always disliked, and I have noticed that those around me aren't too fond of them either. Especially my girlfriend. This year, this Solstice I have to make resolutions. Make promises. Make vows. And by spring solstise I have to have completed these things or there will be consiquences. And they will not be pleasant ones either.