Well there are a few reasons I guess. The first and most prominent though is easy to say.
It is however a long story... so here goes nothing...
First there's my girlfriend. We got together about four years ago and things have generally been good. We have our ups and downs, but who doesn't? About two years ago she introduced me to some friends of hers she hadn't spoken to in a long time. At first it was a little awkward, but eventually we became really good friends and the four of us hang out a lot. About a year ago now I was hanging out with our friends without my girlfriend and the three of us started to get even closer. After a while I started to realize I really like one of them.
Since that realization I have told the girl, my girlfriend, and our other friend. All on separate occasions of course. The girl I like doesn't feel the same, but I can't get over her and I keep getting more and more awkward around her. Thing is I told my girlfriend I'm over it...
The short of it is this; I'm in love with two women. One I'm dating, the other doesn't feel the same. Its tearing me apart!
Other than that I guess I'm upset about the usual; my parents, coming out to family, friend drama besides the previous, and I'm nineteen and I need out of the house!
Time to reveal what is hidden.
